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Twilight Fan Fiction by Mariebella

For an eclipse

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Pen Name:	the REAL hugest Twilight fan ever
Characters in Fiction:	edward, bella, alice, jacob, renesmee jasper, emmett, rosalie, carlisle, and esme
Inspiration:	family ties
Disclaimer (if needed):	i dont own the characters except form the ones i created,and some or whole of the plot.For the way i wrote about Bella,at first chapter one twifan lend me the idea.i dont remember who u r but thank you.

"The memory of him is like a torture that never ends

but his love that used to feel for me

make this endless torture sweet

If i ever forget of him,this will my doom

because that day

i will forget how to breath and live no more"

15/2/2010 Dear Alice I m sitting again in front of my laptop.Another email came back unopened.But if i stop sending you i will lose the only thing that connects me with him(you).And that i cannot bare.I found this poem from a book i cant recall its name.Reading it i thought that this poem suits perfect to me.Its like its written especially for me.Every night for the 2 years,i used to wake up screaming because in my dreams i couldnt remember his face,his voice,his smile.This seems like a torture but how sweet torture it was!Because in the morning i could remember him perfectly will all the details.The way he walked,his touch.I wish you were here. This wasnt though a sweet torture for the people around me.Charlie, Jacob,Angela.In times like this i feel guilty for Jake but painful memories of him comes to my mind and i feel empty again.Jake failed me and i will never escape from what he tried to do to me......... 3 years and 8 months ago. Dear Alice. Everything is purple.The walls,the sheets,the teddy bears Charlie have left on my bed,the carpets.Even the plastic plates are purple.In the mental institute patients,like me,are not allowed to have real plates or knifes.That annoyed me a little but then i remembered the first time Edward came into my purple room.After many sessions,i can say his name now without crying for hours.My therapist couldnt help me a lot since i had to be honest with him and i couldnt do that,but these pills he gave me made superficially miracles.I m still the way he left me.Broken pieces with a wound that will never close.In anyway this is my last day here in this quiet garden.After two months in here Charlie and Jake are in my room packing my stuff.Im going back to Forks.Big day today.Big day tomorrow too.Jake promised me that he will take me for an outing to the forrest.We will have a picnic to Edward's meadow.Charlie will be there too.I cant wait.Charlie is calling me.I will sent you another email even if you wont answer me tomorrow.I love you my sister. Bella

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