I'm sorry this took so long but I'vefinallydone it. I will try to post more often. Emily is on my back about this so say a thanks to her and Luanne for me getting this up. So that's really all I have to say, oh and check out www.forksattwilight.ning.com , so I hope you like it! xoxo <3
-Jacobsessed
I had met Jacob Black four months ago at my cousin Leah’s party. I could easily say those were the best four months of my life. Jacob and I had been inseparable ever since he had imprinted on me. The only time we were ever apart were when he had to run patrol, or at school. These times were tough for me, but I knew that it was harder for Jacob when he was away from me, witch just made me more depressed. My mom was still oblivious to the fact that Jacob snuck in my room every night, or that all those times I tell her I’m staying at Leah’s, nine times out of ten, I’m not.
School had just started a few months ago and I already couldn’t wait for it to be over. I went to school at Forks High, and Jacob went to school on the reserve so I never got to see him. Sometimes Jake would come down to school at lunch to surprise me.
Today was a Monday, the beginning of my misery. Jacob drove me to school in his rabbit.
“Aren’t you going to be late?” I said concerned when he had picked me up. He just shrugged.
“I don’t really care.” He said driving down the highway towards Forks High. Christmas was coming up soon and I was going to my grand-parents house for three weeks. I had only remembered this yesterday and I was trying to figure out how to tell Jacob. If it upset me as much as it did, I couldn’t even imagine how bad it would upset him.
I decided that I might as well get it over with. “Jake?” I said looking over at him.
“Yeah.”
“Um, never mind.” I guess I didn’t need to tell him right this second.
“What? Is there something you need to tell me?” He knew me way to well.
“Well, yeah. I’d rather not tell you right now though.” Jacob’s face became a cross between anger, frustration, and wonder.
“Babe, you know you can tell me anything.” He said in a soothing tone. I figured that he would get it out of me one way or another so I told him.
“This Christmas I am going down to my grandparents house in California to visit.”
He didn’t seem as upset as I thought he would. We were almost to the school so I knew we wouldn’t have much time to talk it over.
“Hmm. How long are you staying?” He said not looking at me, as if suddenly he needed to pay a lot of attention to the road.
“Three weeks.” I said looking down. I risked a glance at his face and wished I hadn’t, there was deep pain on his face.
“Really?” He said pulling into the school parking lot and shutting off the engine. I nodded my head. “I guess it won’t be that long.” He said voice cracking at the end. I unfastened my seatbelt and leaned over to hug him.
“If I could, I would tell them I can’t come but, my grandfather isn’t doing so well, and my grandmother has been counting on this for months.” I could feel the tears welling up in my eyes. It seemed like such a long time to be away from him, but there was no way I couldn’t go.
“You should go to school. You’re going to be late for class.” He said softly rubbing my arm. I shook my head.
“I don’t want to go to school today. I... I.” I could feel tears streaming down my face. Quiet sobs were escaping my lips. Jacob wrapped both arms around me and started rubbing my back. I placed my head on his chest and let myself cry.
After a few minutes, I stopped and Jacob let me go.
“We should get out of here.” He said starting the car. I sat back up in my seat and fastened my seatbelt. Jacob drove out of the school parking lot and headed in the direction of La Push. Neither of us said anything on the way home. Jacob held my hand while I looked out the window.
Jacob pulled up to his house and let go of my hand so he could get out and run around to get my door. Jacob opened my door for me and instantly pulled me up into an embrace. He buried his face in my hair. I could feel his hot breath on my skin.
“Come on, we need to talk.” Usually when someone told you they needed to talk, it wasn’t a good sign. With Jake it was different, I could tell by the tone of his voice that he didn’t mean it that way, and I knew that Jacob would never do that. Jacob pulled me up into his arms and onto his back.
“You ready?” he asked me, glancing back. I nodded. Jacob shot off into the woods. I closed my eyes, scared that I would get dizzy once we stopped. I couldn’t really tell if we were moving or not, after a couple of seconds Jacob patted my hands.
“We’re here. You can open your eyes now.” I peeked my eyes open and saw that we were in the meadow where I had first seen Jacob in his wolf form. I climbed off of his back. Jacob took my hand and led me over to a huge tree. He sat down leaning down against the tree and patted his knee, meaning for me to sit. I sat on his lap and placed my head on his shoulder.
“When do you have to go?” Jacob murmured into my hair.
“This weekend.” I could feel the tears trickling down my cheeks as it dawned on me that I would be separated from Jake so soon for so long. Jacob’s hot hand wiped the tears off my face.
I looked up into Jacob`s eyes. “I’m going to miss you so much.” He said in a quiet voice. I felt the tears running down my face, blurring my vision.
“Jacob... I ... is there any way you could come with me?” there was no questioning the amount of hope in my voice.
His arms tightened around me. “I wish I could, I really do, but your mom would never ever allow it and Sam needs me here to run patrol.” A single tear rolled down his cheek and I kissed it away.
We stayed in the meadow, holding onto each other for the longest time. It could have been hours, it could have been months. Time meant little to nothing when I was with Jake.
I hope you all enjoyed it and I will try to post more soon.
-Jacobsessed
UPDATE: I'm sorry but I wont be posting anything for about 2-3 weeks. My laptop is broken so I am sending mine in to get a new one.
~Jacobsessed
UPDATE TWO: Im soo sooo sorry, my mom took away my computer so i wont be posting anything for a while. I'll still be writing it though so when i get back ill have lots and lots for ya! XD I'm also working on a Seth imprinting one and a Callwater one. I will get those up here too once ive done enough to be satisfied with it. <3 :D
~Jacobsessed